besangel

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 02:20:15 GMT

I feel magic. Again.

escape

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 14:04:02 GMT

run
run as fast as long as far as you can
losing pain losing thoughts losing mind
getting free

it's so easy. and the easiest part is that you really know what to do.
so why are you still hesitating? why are you still here?

it is painful yet sweet, very sweet and delightful to realize that you are the most real thing in the world. everything else is an illusion. your illusion.
many many different worlds out there; some of them are billion light years away from each other; some are closer, but all all all of them totally different and so endlessly strange.

my mind is open. my body is captured. in a house where life follows some typical, yet unique scenario. the one, you could read about in many books. you could write about in a new one.

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 15:53:01 GMT

I want to believe in magic
actually I do believe
I just want it to happen again. and again. and to stay. forever in my life.

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 23:12:14 GMT

I love your indifference
I hate my anxiety
I damn my dependency
A need to be taken care of
and cherished and loved

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 21:21:27 GMT

so tired of making mistakes